To Whom it May Concern...

To whom it may concern,

When I try to express to you how I feel please do not take this as a challenge. This is not me starting a fight, or trying to make you angry. This is me trying to explain how I feel, and why I feel this way. I don't want to blame you for the things that have happened in my life, or make you feel like everything is your fault.... I don't even want an apology from you. The truth is unlike most people, I don't need an apology to be able to move on. What I do need from you is for you to acknowledged and recognize the things you HAVE done and said, that have made me feel this way. I don't want to hear "I'm sorry" because to me the word sorry is like throwing a blanket over a mess and acting like it isn't there. Acknowledgement of your actions is all I ask. " I acknowledge that I..." this is the first part to a sentence that could fix a world of hurt. Why is this so hard for you to do? You brush me off like what I say has no meaning. Like I'm being dramatic by just asking you to recognize the things you have done. I realize now that no matter how many times I ask you to, you never will. So let it be known that from here on out I am done. I acknowledge the fact that I have officially stopped caring. I acknowledge the fact that I am moving forward with my life.

I am trying my hardest, and working really hard so please stop making me feel like I'm not. I have come a long way... Too long of a way for me to stand here and let you try and tear me down.

Sincerely
Me